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It’s been nearly three years since I’ve posted here, in that time I’ve really barely drawn. But I’ve just recently gotten the new IPad Pro 12.9” and an Apple Pencil, my man bought me them because I thought that if I had something like this I’d be able to get back into drawing again and it’s so far really worked. I’m still figuring out the programs and adjusting to drawing on a screen. But I think I’ll try posting again so you can look forward to that 
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Devious Journal Entry
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not that i upload much
but my laptops screen is going out and its to the point i can't use it now. I'm going to replace it soon hopefully, but until then i can't get to the art on it unless i hook it up to the TV, but i probably wont do that unless i cant get my laptop fixed soon.
luckily the replacement screens seem to be fairly cheap, only about $100 at most i think. I have to save for it, but hopefully it can be fixed with the next two paychecks.
i have an affinity for the color red and tyler hoechlin
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Devious Journal Entry
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1. Name: Paige
2. Nickname(s): Xander (online)
3. Birthday: April 10 1993
4. That makes you: 23
5. Where were you born: Muskegon, MI
6. Location right now: My bedroom
7. Shoe size: 8
8. How many piercings?: 7.
9. Tattoos?: not yet
10. When you wake up you're: tiiired
11. When your about to sleep you're: cuddling my man
12. Zodiac sign: Aries
13. Chinese sign: Rooster
14. Righty or Lefty: Right
15. Innie or Outie: Innie
16. School: Done
Section Two: Looks
17. Nationality: Whit
18. Hair colour: Black, naturally a medium brown.
20. Weight: 130ish lbs
21. Height: 5'9"
22. Braces?: No
23. Glasses?: yes i am blind as a bat lmao
Section Three: Private Life
24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend?: Yah
25. If so, who?: His name is Justin
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone?: n/a
27. Who has a crush on you?: How would i know?
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?: Never
29. Who was your first kiss: ex boyfriend Sam
30. Who was your last kiss: Justinnn
31. Are you a virgin?: NO LOL
32. Ever had a threesome before?: nah
33. Ever had a crush on someone way older?: No
34. Have you ever been in love?: I am rn
35. Broken any hearts?: I don't know, i don't think so.
36. Got your heart broken?: yeah
37. Ever liked a friend?: yeah
38. What happened?: Turned into a relationship? thats ended now obvs
Section Four: Past Relationships
39. How many relationships have you been in? 3
40. How many were serious enough to count: 3
41. Who were those serious ones: All of them, Justin is the most serious tho
42. Who have you known the longest?: Technically? Idk i don't talk to Sam and I don't talk to my other ex. either of those, i haven't known Justin as long as i knew them.
43. What made them different: First was a first relationship, destined to end, the last one was a long one, but she cheated and ended it.
44. What happened: Grew apart from sam, he moved away, she cheated so yah.
45. Best boy/girlfriend: Justin duh
46. Worst boy/girlfriend: My ex
47. Ever been kissed: Dh
48. Who do you want back: No one
49. Who do you regret: No one
50. Why?: It had to happen for me to meet justin. We met very coincidentally.
Section Five: Favourites
51. Song: Its Only - Odezsa ft Zyra & anything Nahko & Medicine For The People
52. Movie: Pacific Rim, idk lots
53. Food: Chinese, Italian, ect
54. Drink: Coca Cola
55. Store: does amazon count
56. Television show: Grey's Anatomy, House MD, Prison break, idk lol
57. Holiday: Halloween
58. Book: Where The Red Fern Grows, Harry Potter, Lots lol
59. Ice cream: Bubble Gum Flaver Burst, its soft serve and delish
60. Sweets: Dark Chocolate, Gummies, ect
61. Crisps: you mean chips? Sour Cream & Onion, or Regular with French Onion Dip
62. Type of music: EDM, Rock, Pop
63. Artist: Odezsa, Nahko & Medicine For The People, Sia, lots lol
64. Word: Favorite word? uhh maybe "dang" or "Snap"
65. Time of day: 8pm
66. Dressing: Not a salad eater
67. Alcoholic drink: Tequila Sunrises, Blood Orange Mikes Hard, Coney Island Root Beer, thats about it, I'm not a drinker.
68. Colour(s): Red and Purple
69. Piece of clothing: idk man shirts?
70. Character: Reno? IDK MAN
71. Smell: Sweets or Justin
72. Shampoo: I use HSI
73. Soap: Bath and Body Works shower gel
74. Smiley: heart eye emoji
75. Board game: idk man i don't do board games
76. Sport: Hockey
77. Number: idk used to be 16
78. Quote: "learn to love what burns"
79. Animal: Canines
80. Actor: Kevin Hart, Ice Cube, I always blank with these
82. Vegetable: green beans? potatoes?
83. Fruit: Cherries
84. Place to be: With Justin
85. Thing in your room: my bed!
86. Gum: Juicy Fruit
87. Shape: Circles
88. Country: meh?
89. Mall: The Grandville mall
90. Car: Jeep Wranglers
91. Boy's name: meh?
92. Girl's name: meh?
93. Family member: Does Justin count lmao
94. Restaurant: Local Chinese places
95. Movie place: Grandville Mall theater
96. Person to go to the movies with: Justin and my bestie Miles
97. Noise: rain
98. Brand of shoe: Osiris, Converse
99. Brand of clothing: anything comfy
100. Body part of a chicken: leg or breast
101. Swear word: Fuck or Cunt
102. Month: Augustish? IDK
103. Possession: boyfriend
104. Team:#Teamwerewolves
105. Season: Autum
106. Radio station: Not a radio person, tho sirius XM, either Chill or BPM
107. Magazine: Groomer To Groomer
108. Favourite grade: High School
109. Least favourite grade: 7th
110. Teacher: I don't remember names lol
111. Least favourite teacher: see above
112. Subject: Ceramics
113. Subject to talk about: depends on the conversation.
Section Six: Family
114. Who's your mom?: April
115. Who's your dad?: Terry
116. Any step-parents?: Scott
117. Any brothers?: One, Ethan he's 13
118. Any Sisters?: One, Maddison she's 15
120. Coolest: eh
121. Loudest: eh both
122. Best relative: My aunt?
123. Worse relative: Anyone i don't see regularly bc that means idgaf
124. Do you get along with your parents?: yeah
125. With your siblings?: yeah, when i don't see them much
126. Does anyone understand you?: I assume
127. Do you have any pets?: Yes
128. If so, what kind and name?: I have a dog named Ryker
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?: POODLES
Section Seven: School
131. Are you still in school?: no
132. Did you drop out?: no
133. Your current GPA: n/a
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: When I went to school I would do a little of both
135. ABC's?: I know all of them.
136. Favorite class: In college I didn't go
137. Play any sports at school?: hell no
138. Are you popular?: I was invisible
139. Favourite memory: Idk, probably art 3 classes
140. Most humiliating moment: didn't have many if at all
141. Most funniest moment: dik i don't reminise much
142. Most scared moment: n/a?
Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear...
145. Chicken: fried rice
146. Dog: yiss
147. Christina Aguilera: ooooooOOOOOOOOOOaaaaaaaaooooo
148. Ricky Martin: ??
149. 50 cent: the rapper
150. Poop: meh
151. Beach: sand
152. Desert: dry
153. Water: swimminh
154. Osama: Bin Ladin
155. Love: feeling
156. Your little brother: Ethan
157. Butt: ugly
158. Clowns: queens
159. Wonder: ?
16o. Brown: hyena
161. Banana: peel
162. Sex: yisss
163. Parents: Mom and Dad
164. Homosexuals: yiss?
165. God: no
Section Nine: Do you believe in
166. God: no
167. Heaven
168. Devil: not the traditional one
169. Hell: ?
170: Boogy man: no
171. Closet Monsters: no
172. Fortune tellings: no
173. Magic: possible
174. Love at first sight: not for me
175. Ghosts: yes
176. Voo-doo dolls: no
177. Reincarnation: possible
178. Yourself: yiss
Section Ten: Do you
179. Smoke: no
180. Do drugs: occasionally
181. Drink alcohol: not really
182. Cuss: yiss
183. Sing in the shower: sometimes
184. Like school: not in school
185. Want to get married: yisssssss
186. Type with all of your fingers: yes
187. Think you're attractive: eh? usually
188. Drink and drive: no
189. Snore: no
190. Sleep walk: no
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: sure but im not gonna get up for no sunsrise
Section Eleven: Have you ever
192. Flashed someone: no
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: never been drunk
194. Told that person how you felt: yeah
195. Been arrested: no
196. Gone to jail or juve: no
197. Skateboarded: no
198. Skinny dipped: no
199. Rock climbed: no
200. Killed someone: no
201. Watched porn: yes
202. Gone on a road trip: yeah
203. Went out of the country: no
204. Talked back to an adult: yes
205. Broken a law: sure
206. Got pulled over: no
208: Cried to get out of trouble: dont think so
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yeah
210. Kissed a brother's or sister's friend: no
211. Kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: the dogs
213. Moon someone: no
214. Shop-lifted: no
215. Worked at McDonald's: no
216. Eaten a dog: no!
217. Give money to a homeless person: yes
218. Glued your hand to yourself: yeah
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
220. Had a one night stand: justin was kinda supposed to be one, but we hooked up at a friends, then we all hung out the rest of the day and he asked me out later in the day. obvs said yes
221. Smoked: no
222. Done drugs: yea
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: yeah, more of i stopped talking to them but eh
224. Slap someone for being stupid: no
225. Had cyber sex: no
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: sometimes when i was younger
227. Caught someone doing something: no
228. Played a game that removes clothing: no
229. Cried during a movie: sure
230. Cried over someone: a lot
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: no
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: Again, Justin lol. I hadn't met him before that night lol
233. Ran away from home: no
234. Cheated on a test: on my final math exam, i had to or i wouldn't have graduated lol
Section Twelve: Would you
235. Bungee jump: ya
236. Sky dive: ya
237. Swim with dolphins: no
238. Steal a friend's bf or gf: no
239. Try to be the opposite sex: no
240. Lie to the police: no.
241. Run from the police:
242. Lie to your parents: if I had to
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: no
244. Be an exotic dancer: no
245. Run through your neighborhood naked for money: no
Section Thirteen: Are you
246. Shy: sometimes
247. Loud: no
248. Nice: yeah
249: Outgoing: no
250: Quiet: mostly
251. Mean: I can be
252. Emotional: yea about some stuff
253. Sensitive: yeah
254. Gay: no, im pan
255. Strong: no
256. Weak: yes
257. Caring: yes
258. Dangerous: I wish
259. Crazy: yes
260. Spontaneous: Pizza
261. Funny: I try to be!
262. Sweet: yes
263. Sharing: meh
264. Responsible: sure
265. Trustworthy: yep
266. Open-minded: sure
267. Creative: yeah
268. Cute: no
269. Slick: no
270. Smart: wish i was smarter
271. Dumb: yes sometimes
272. Evil: nah
273. Ghetto: no
274. Classy: no
275. Photogenic: ugh no
276. Dependable: yes
277. Greedy: no but inside my head I am
278. Ugly: no
279. Messy: a little
280. Neat: a little
281. Perverted: yiss
282. Silly: yes
283. A Bitch: a bad one lmao
284. A Good Listener: yeah
285. A Fighter: no
286. A Party Animal: no
287. A Game Freak: no
288. A Computer Freak: just for drawing
Section Fourteen: Future
289. Dream job: Dog groomer own shop, tattoo artist
290. Dream house: I want a nice house, like 3 bedrooms 2.5-3 baths, nice basement. A nice fenced in yard for the dogs. something big enough but not too big, we aint havin kids
291. Husband/Wife: I will be Justin's wife and he my husband lol
292. Kids: NO.
293. Names: Plenty for Dogs, Vegas, Vader, Raleigh, ect.
294. Pets: Dogs. A ball python or two maybe
295. Car: Lifted Jeep Wrangler with gadgets like a winch and lights. Justin wants a lifted Truck with a big brush guard
296. Age you would want to get married: I wanna be married by 25, I would be down for tomorrow if i could lol.
297. Best Man/Bride's Maid: Kayleigh or Miles lmao
298. Honeymoon: Haven't decided yet, maybe like Hawaii or cali??
Section Fifteen: Your friends
299. Best friend: Miles & Kayleigh
300. Known the longest: Miles, 10 years in june
301. Craziest: idk miles? but not?
302. Loudest: Miles
303. Shyest: me
304. Best hair: Kayleigh or Lauren
305. Best eyes: Miles
306. Best body: Kayleigh?
307. Most Athletic: Gabe
308. Hot-Tempered: Gabe
309. Most impatient: prob me
310. Shortest: Lauren?
311. Tallest: Jon
312. Skinniest: Jon
313. Best singer: Marshall
314. Funniest: Gabe
315. Can always make you laugh: Miles Gabe
316. Wish you talked to more: All of them.
317. Wish you saw more: All T_T
318. Who drives you insane after a while: eh
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: my main squad
320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': no
321. Whose always been there when you need them: Miles, Kayleigh
322. Who is like your family: all of them
323. How many friends do you have?: i don't count
324. How many are really close?: 3-4
Section Sixteen: The last
325. Thing you ate: Pork Fried Rice
326. Thing you drank: Water
327. Thing you wore: Tank top and shorts
328. Thing you did: nap.
329. Place you went: To get food
330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: My seconds in my ear lobes
331. Person you saw: i'm looking at Justin
332. Person you hugged: Justin
333. Person you kissed: justin
334. Person you poked: justin
335. Person you talked to online: no one
336. Person you talked to on the phone: food guy for chinese
337. Song you heard: idk, one of the chainsmokers songs
338. Show you saw: Grey's Anatomy season finale for season 12
339. Time you fought with your parents: idk
340. Time you fought with a friend: i don't
341. Words you said: i love you to Justin
Section Seventeen: Now
343. What are you eating: Nothing
344. What are you drinking: Water
345. What are you thinking: meh
346. What are you wearing: grey tank top and blue shorts
347. What are you doing: Typing this out
349. Hair: Its in a pony tail
350. Mood: eh
351. Listening to: Justin rant about people on CoD Black Ops 3
352. Talking to anyone: no
353. Watching anything: not right now
Section Eighteen: Yes or No
354. Are you a vegetarian: no
355. Are you a carnivore: not solely
356. Are you heterosexual: no
357. Do you like penguins: yes
358. Do you write poetry: no
359. Do you see stupid people: yes
360. You + Me: and Dupree?
361. Do you like the Osbournes: no
362. Can you see flying pigs: not yet
363. Do you sleep with stuffed animals on your bed: yess
364. Are you from Afghanistan: no
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: no she's not
366. Are you a zombie: no
367. Am i annoying you: no
368. Do you bite your nails: no
369. Can you cross your eyes: no
370. Do you make your bed in the morning: No, Justins in it, he works second shift i work first, but wouldn't anyway if he didnt
371. Have you touched someone's private part: yeah
Section Nineteen: This or That
372. Winter or Summer: summer
373. Spring or Autumn: autumn
374. Shakira or Britney: Britney bitch.
375. MTV or VH1: neither
376. Black or White: black
377. Yellow or Pink: Yellow
378. Football or Basketball: neither
379. Mobile Phone or Pager: phone
380. Pen or Pencil: pen
381. Cold or Hot: hot
382. Tattoos or Piercings: both
383. Inside or Outside: outside
384. Weed or Alcohol: party drugs
385. Coke or Pepsi: Coke
386. Tape or Glue: Tape
387. McDonald's or In-n-Out: neither
Section Twenty: Opinions
388. What do you think about classical music: ehhh ok
389. About boy bands: meh
390. About suicide: Sad that it happens so often.
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: gross go away
392. About teen pregnancy: Wouldn't be an issue if correct sex education was given to students now a days. >:C
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Hopefully Married, in a house with my Justin and our dogs
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: My squad lol
395. About gay men: yes
Section Twenty-One:
396. Do you have a website: no
397. Current weather right now: night time
398. Current time: 11pm
399. Any shout outs: no
400. Last thoughts: hi
i have an affinity for the color red and tyler hoechlin
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DoC | Mina's Kibble Log
4 min read
Kibbles Count:
+2 for Joining
+1 for DoC | Origins | Mina
+1 for DoC | Puppy | Mina
+1 for DoC | Gabriela + Mina Switch-Around Meme
+1 for DoC | Origins | Mina
+1 for DoC | Puppy | Mina
+1 for DoC | Gabriela + Mina Switch-Around Meme
Spring Season 2016 Total Earned - 5/20
+2 for DoC | A Family That Sticks Together
+2 for DoC |Forrest run-in
Summer Season 2016 Total Earned - 4/18
+2 for DoC | A Family That Sticks Together
+2 for DoC |Forrest run-in
Summer Season 2016 Total Earned - 4/18
Total Kibbless Earned: 9 Kibbles
Total Kibbles Spent: 0 Kibbles
Current Total Kibbles: 9 Kibbles
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DoC | Raleigh's Kibble Log
4 min read
Kibbles Count:
Spring Season 2016 Total Earned - 6/20
Total Kibbless Earned: 6 Kibbles
Total Kibbles Spent: 0 Kibbles
Current Total Kibbles: 6 Kibbles
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3 years by Xandrium, journal
3 years
It’s been nearly three years since I’ve posted here, in that time I’ve really barely drawn. But I’ve just recently gotten the new IPad Pro 12.9” and an Apple Pencil, my man bought me them because I thought that if I had something like this I’d be able to get back into drawing again and it’s so far really worked. I’m still figuring out the programs and adjusting to drawing on a screen. But I think I’ll try posting again so you can look forward to that :)
Devious Journal Entry by Xandrium, journal
Devious Journal Entry
not that i upload much
but my laptops screen is going out and its to the point i can't use it now. I'm going to replace it soon hopefully, but until then i can't get to the art on it unless i hook it up to the TV, but i probably wont do that unless i cant get my laptop fixed soon.
luckily the replacement screens seem to be fairly cheap, only about $100 at most i think. I have to save for it, but hopefully it can be fixed with the next two paychecks.
Devious Journal Entry by Xandrium, journal
Devious Journal Entry
1. Name: Paige
2. Nickname(s): Xander (online)
3. Birthday: April 10 1993
4. That makes you: 23
5. Where were you born: Muskegon, MI
6. Location right now: My bedroom
7. Shoe size: 8
8. How many piercings?: 7.
9. Tattoos?: not yet
10. When you wake up you're: tiiired
11. When your about to sleep you're: cuddling my man
12. Zodiac sign: Aries
13. Chinese sign: Rooster
14. Righty or Lefty: Right
15. Innie or Outie: Innie
16. School: Done
Section Two: Looks
17. Nationality: Whit
18. Hair colour: Black, naturally a medium brown.
20. Weight: 130ish lbs
21. Height: 5'9"
22. Braces?: No
23. Glasses?: yes i am blind as a bat
DoC | Mina's Kibble Log by Xandrium, journal
DoC | Mina's Kibble Log
Kibbles Count:
+2 for Joining
+1 for DoC | Origins | Mina
+1 for DoC | Puppy | Mina
+1 for DoC | Gabriela + Mina Switch-Around Meme
Spring Season 2016 Total Earned - 5/20
+2 for DoC | A Family That Sticks Together
+2 for DoC |Forrest run-in
Summer Season 2016 Total Earned - 4/18
Total Kibbless Earned: 9 Kibbles
Total Kibbles Spent: 0 Kibbles
Current Total Kibbles: 9 Kibbles
DoC | Raleigh's Kibble Log by Xandrium, journal
DoC | Raleigh's Kibble Log
Kibbles Count:
+2 for Joining
+2 for DoC | Switch-Around Meme | Paris
+2 for DoC | Character Stats | Raleigh
Spring Season 2016 Total Earned - 6/20
Total Kibbless Earned: 6 Kibbles
Total Kibbles Spent: 0 Kibbles
Current Total Kibbles: 6 Kibbles